Love and Best Friends
Love and best friend, two things are not easily understood ntuk. Sometimes it can be very mean, but in case it could make a very painful wound. I am a person who was in the midst of love and friends that. Now, I so miss the presence of a lover, the warmth of friendship with the younger Sisil one level away from me. Three weeks at the beginning of semester one ... I'm sitting on the bench class XII, has lot of activities even go through without kuharus think about love I think it just makes me tired.
However, the meeting made me forget a thing, which I dissolve in my feelings toward Alan. I'm too stupid for being too fell in love with the wrong people, fell in love with a man who never save love with me. I can not just blame him! He does not deserve to be blamed, he's just a victim of my love and he's too good to understand would love him.
And too naive if now I have to regret because to know him. Because he's the nicest thing I can feel, even though only an instant. I was too naive to realize I was not feeling too sore Sisil that I guess. Sisil my best friend who I trust completely, someone who always tried there for me. Now, it has been injured because of selfishness.
I should never come in between Alan and Sisil. When it finally wound that I guess.
If only I knew it from the beginning, I wish I better understand them, I wish I did not fall in love with Alan, Alan, and Alan. The people I love and always have in my heart even though it feels sore, I got to understand there's no point kubertahan on your side, because it's you prefer Sisil fill your days. I'm here is so sincerely love you and I are always trying ntuk understand you're always waiting and set again until your shadow hearts go till no more injuries I guess, until there was nothing that feels disappointed.
Here I always try to tough it through my days, I'm always trying to smile so you can be happy together Sisil friend. Although he has merebutmu, my story and he had never kulupa, he's still my best friend, trust me with the rest of this sadness.
Kumasih can last up to one day you understand that I really love you. I really love, but I'm not willing to hurt yourselves today, tomorrow and until whenever.
The meeting started with introduction by Alan, a guy who I know from my friend, Marcel. A fairly brief introduction, I began to feel the vibration of love. Pain began to light up again the throne of my heart that had long been abandoned by someone who was so mean in my life first. Which until now had I not been able to forget.
Alan who has come to fill my days made me sleep too will taste the happy, until I will never realize it was all fake happiness. Alan's the one I love sincerely was coming only to hurt and incised wounds. Injuries are very deep in my heart. The meeting would also have destroyed everything. My life is so beautiful that it will be the presence of colored be destroyed!
That night me and Alan agreed to making love, knitting up and reach both goals. I have never felt as happy as this, so I feel so lucky to be loved by people I love. The days we spent happily began. Alan was so beautiful in my eyes that made me forget about everything, when with him. It also made me give up the throne of my heart filled with love, but once again reality does not always go according to what I expected.
The first week my love relationship with Alan began to waver, Alan began to change and no longer Alan who always smiled for me. Alan was not also be nice to me, every speech he said that my heart feels soothing sliced my heart. What have I done to him until he is so heart to me, I once believed him until I was harmed by it.
This relationship ended just like that, a short meeting it became painful. Companion became runaway sad and disappointed, but my best friend betrayed heart. He who was seized Alan from me, he grabbed all my happiness. Friendship which has for many years with him kubina becomes meaningless. I'm tired of all this until I had time to terminate a friendship that, egoiskah me?
I just can not think jernh moment, I feel more stupid, I could have let Alan and Sisil to be together. Because maybe there's only happiness in Sisil Alan! I'm not ready to lose happiness, I still want to be loved even though it was all a lie. I do not want to feel this hurt again. Will this pain will be replaced when I see the happiness of my beloved and my friend Sisil.
Now in each of the days of my loneliness, the loneliness, I can only hope that I do have a boyfriend again, has he had to go, because I'm always love him. I'm always remember him in my heart, because he has come and gone by decorate every corner in my heart with love that moment, and my best friend Sisil happy because you make my love means so much to me ...***
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